Currently Playing Legend (New Packaging) By Bob Marley & The Wailers Stir It Up see related

Wow.... what a day. So I guess things are gettin better, no matter what time rolls on. Hmmm, so I got a 90 on my english exam, that was totally rad; and I went and saw Steel Magnolias last night with Megz at the Alley which rocked my socks. I didn't get all the jokes sadly... ha! But it was still kick ass, especially Betty Fitzpatrick, shes awesome. Then to Ihop afterwards, not too shabby, all in all I had fun. But so today, not as much manual labor with godot... thank god, but we did begin to organize our ideas for lights and sound and start to haul off junk to Austins, then went to New York Pizzeria off of hwy6 with Jared and John, that was kool. Pretty spiffy place, jus wish they stayed open later. Then to nap and Farrens afterwards... for all of you who don't know I am learnin to waltz and merengue for my friend Farren's Cotillion Ceremony, I'm her escort. So went and practiced that for awhile, and finally to get coffee with Natalia after that, where I was tricked into buying a Venti instead of a tall... 40 cents my ass! Mmm but so places are busy, hard to find places to sit, but Funny Childrens books about math are kool. Then walks to town square and meetin bunches o ppl out there and talkin bout what town square is goin to become within the next year... one pro of stayin here next year? Mmm but so about that Venti... ya that was a fuckload of coffee, and I apologize for my competetive behavior on the Fris field, I think I jus got wound up from the caffiene, so I'm sorry for bein a jerk if I was and Rita... totally an accident, I swear. But its all good right guys? Man... what an adventurous day. I love it.

Hmmm but so, I think I'm excited about summer again. I guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens as it goes along. ...Mmmm I want to be as much help as I can be for ya, I know you gotta figure things out and thats kool, I'm hopin things are still kool btwn us, and maybe we can work on our communication skillz, cuz that would be absolutely rad.  Cheer up, things will be alright, you'll see.

So it's the end of the year now... wow... Tommorow is the last day of my high school career. Thats crazy, but I had a good time, and am totally lookin towards the future... and to all of my friends, thanks for everything and all the rad times and talks, and through the bad and sour times too, I cannot express my thanks in words to you guys. You all know who you are, don't run away so quickly, we gotz all summer to spend the rest of lives in. Woohoo! Party it up '05!!!

Currently Playing Cheer Up! By Reel Big Fish see related

Well I tried to make an effort, I even had an idea of what might be able to happen... but forget it. I really don't care anymore, and am quite splendid that the year is over. I guess its too late for some things, but I'm not gonna fade it, w/e. If things arent worth it then fuck it. I wish I could have been more help but I guess you got things covered for yourself. Mmm but on a lighter note, I spend 2 and half hours carryin and hauling platforms today, that was swell. Stepped in a puddle of shit mud and took two pointless exams. I'm so ready to be done, too bad things had to turn out like this. Cuz I'm prolly goin to regret it later. Oh well at least itll be summer before we know it and then w/e its free time. Ha! Atleast I'll save money this way, there we go way to be an optimist. And Reel Big Fish says it doesnt matter, so mmm I think ill go get me some jambaness.

Hmmm.... I never thought I'd see the day, but yes, thats right. Sugar Land tourists. Ha! Today I went to go get jamba juice and I was walkin round city hall and I saw this group of people... sry, but Asian people... and they were all takin pictures o Town Square and stuff, and goin, "Oooo and Ahhh" It was rad. And the Jamba Juice was great, sadly though you never came.

Funny how somedays can start out so swell, even with some surprises that you dont get very often that just brighten your day so much, yet end so sour? Fuck... thats too bad. Hmm, so now i'll be portrayin the role of emo bitch? Things will be alrite though, its jus so sad to see that dreams can die so quickly... yes, I think the summer dreams we had are dead, well for me at least I guess? I'll be workin, might as well get ready for next year, we'll see what happens I guess.

I'm sorry for being like this, I guess I just don't know how I'm supposed to act. But I am glad we did talk and for the closure? And luckily we still have our music? I guess its just back to who we were when? Ha...

Someone once told me that they wished they could tell a person that if they had it their way, they would take a step out of their body and tell that person to stay away from them, b/c they would only make things worse. Hmmm In that sense I guess it is kind of good that the year is ending. 3 days... sure I may be a crazy guy I guess, but its these memories that we'll never forget, and for that i'll cherish these moments with everything.

I never knew, it could be this hard
To start a decent conversation.
The words we never said,
Speechless and out of breathe,
What I wish we could of had,
Was to far away, we couldnt even reach it.

This entry is prolly pretty muffled, meh, dunt wry bout it, we've got all the time in the world, and who knows what will happen in the future. right? right.

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